I've decided that the reason I've been so down lately is because I have not had a creative outlet for weeks. It's not like we haven't been doing anything creative at all. I mean, we write, we go to museums, and I have my sketchbook, but to be honest, what would really help me right now would be to make something of substance. Who knows when that will happen. I have brushes and paint but no canvas (and no cash for canvas at the moment), and of course, there's always that question; what will I do with it when I come back to the US?

Of course, I really shouldn't be thinking about that right now. I have another two and a half months here and I should enjoy every last moment of it. What I should be focusing on is finding a way to quench my need to make something, and soon, because if I don't, I will probably wind up just as depressed as I was last summer.

Sad

Well, today I got an email from my dear father telling me that our lovely seventeen year old cat had finally kicked the bucket. I can't think of a better way for him to die though. He fell asleep in Mom's hostas plants and never woke up. It's sad. He was the most badass of all cats. The most weak and sweet and lovey, but badass none the less.

Sarah Palin makes me physically ill...

http://www.grizzlybay.org/SarahPalinInfoPage.htm

What the hell

Tell me, reader, what about me screams "whore?"
I will admit, I did hook up with that Uconn guy last Friday, and I was drunk and horny and it was no strings. We didn't have sex though! But even if we did, I knew exactly what I wanted, what I was doing and the consequences at hand (I just didn't know he had a girlfriend, but that doesn't make me feel badly at all). But now, I have been slobbered all over by a NEW Uconn guy (I dunno what it is about these boys) and I don't feel good about it. It wasn't like he forced me but I prefer to talk myself out of those situations and it took me a while...but yeah. Ugh. Worst kisser ever. And I probably have a huge hickey on my neck now. Great. Anyway, what about me says "come over here on the couch, lie next to me with your cigarette breath and eat my face?"
Come on. Seriously.

Guess where I am...

:D
It's great here.
I love it.
I will never leave.
<3