It just occurred to me that I haven't written in this blog since January. Whoa baby. A lot has happened.
Basically, I'm going crazy.
My senior show is coming up on Sunday. That is ONE WHOLE WEEK from now. Am I ready? Yes. Am I mentally prepared? Noooooo. I thought I was over this whole showing other people thing but apparently that was just tucked away in some deep dark place until it decided to show its ugly face once again, like now. Longest sentence ever by the way. But I digress, it's killing me. I'm not sure why I'm nervous but I am, and it's really affecting the way I do things, like classwork, and even the way I sleep at night. My dreams have morphed from surreal, colorful stories to everyday situations, like brushing my teeth. Totally weird.
Anyway, after my show for a week I am not going to class, doing my homework, and I certainly will not be sober. I look forward to that week, more than you know.
Other than my show, everything else is going smoothly. My roommate situation can be stressful, but I love everybody equally and that keeps me sane.
Sleep time now.